Thoughts flying by

Another day at school. We're in the 4th week of the first half of the term, so, we're actually in the middle. What happened so far, and what needs to be done in the following weeks are valuable questions. Keeping an overview of this process and knowing where I am is so useful. So easy to get trapped into living in one day, in one lesson, or even one moment.

I'm experiencing a lot of pressure at the moment. Am i able to distinguish between external pressure, and the pressure comes from within? Self-imposed and unnecessary demands that come from the imagination? Some of it, a lot of it I could surely let go ...

I was able to collect myself before few lessons today. I sensed my hand once, this is good.

Work in a London school provides a huge field of opportunities for practice. However, I feel that I need to be more realistic and intelligent in choosing what, where & how to practice.

I need to allow more space for stillness and definition, especially outside my school time, i.e. Sitting and AT lie-down. But hey, these are just words and ideas. What about the application?