The tree, the school & such

My sister has sent me the picture today:



I drank a glass of warm water with honey & lemon first thing in the morning, will keep it up.

The sun is already up at 5.30, Jacek is up at 8 o'clock. Read an excerpt from a Preface to GC. Sitting.

It rained last night.

I go to Lidl to get some food. There's a good promotion there, 4 cans of tuna for £2.40 so i go for it and also get one for Colin. Yes, a significant detail from my (shopping) life.

At home: some organizing and preparing to leave. Today I visited the school that is keen on offering me the school placement. Yesterday I was excited, today I have serious doubts whether it's appropriate learning context for somebody like me. The school obviously experiences behaviour issues, and I don't have any UK experience, which itself is a challenge. So to begin with I'm looking for a place that will be able to support me, and the mentor that will inspire me, but both seem not available at this school. I leave the school feeling 'unclean'. Don't say yes, or no, don't judge, I'll wait few days and keep looking...

I walk back to my place and it's actually not that far. It's raining. Eat, talk with flatmates.

Then guitar. In the evening Colin cooks for Paweł, me and his English friend Paul. Paweł in Polish = Paul in English & Pawełek = small Paweł.

Then time for practice, catching up and preparing for the first day of the course tomorrow. I feel pressed with time, and have to make efforts to accommodate the practice. At the same time I appreciate having the practice, life is both easier & more difficult with. Sounds like a contradictions, but that's how I feel about it.

Ding dong, it's midnight, soon to bed. Rise is early tomorrow, and I say both Yes!!! & No!!!!! to this, in a spirit of holding contradictions.