10th August - Careful about the end

I get up just after 9 this morning. Have a warm cup of herbal tea, then sitting exercise.

It's raining outside. I have breakfast with mr. Ajiz downstairs, then write down a dream in the journal while I still remember it: prejudice, choice, being oneself.... After this see to some pending study work, JotD, done.

It's already afternoon. I spend some time online, then put Bach's Sonatas for flute and harpsichord on - this provides a gentle and quiet background for organizing my personal space.

I sense the transition into the last stage of the process I committed to and am careful about it.

Housemate Sandy makes some nice lunch and invites me to join in. While it's being cooked I see to some light housework in the kitchen. The food is very tasty and we finish it off with some ice cream and watch a bit of 'friends' on the tv.

Then I go upstairs, have shower and wait for the call while writing. I call friends to update them on news... Then some more writing, the speakers are plugged in and at one point the loud 'incoming message' bleep makes me jump. What a good reminder of my personal state at the moment, good wake up call...

I soon leave to Mosside to visit the Polish church. I walk there today and allow a lot of time for this. I just have the basic sense of my destination's whereabouts, but allow feet to carry me there, more fun this way ! A good socializing with excellent cake and biscuits, mmm... always a good reason to come. I'm given a lift back so back home just after 22 o'clock. A long lie-down puts my back back in shape. What next ? Not much as it's getting late, recap of the day and write the journal with a quiet and soothing Arvo Part soundtrack ...

It's 00.28 a.m.