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I get up with the alarm clock at 10.30, but feel tired and the night shift is ahead, so go back to bed and sleep until 12.15-ish. Very intensive dreams last night: one of them was about communication, in this dream i could actually hear a clear voice of the person i know. Several '-ion' words were used, i.e. : attention, application and repercussion.

Morning exercise, AAD. Then breakfast, mmm.

We soon leave with M to help out G to move the drawer from the shop to his place, a heavy thing this. We stay there for lunch, socialize... Back home, there's an email from the friend in the inbox.

Guitar! So what is my state here and now, before playing the first note? Got headache, the associative thinking is on... 45 minutes of R&L hand Primaries (including counting exercises) do wake me up though and i feel much better for it, and the headache is gone!

Job searching. More applications, new options... Before heading off to work join Marek for a warming-up spicy soup - who cares if it's freezing outside after eating this?

Then there's a night shift. Time passes by quickly tonight. I wait with having coffee until i see it's needed, one mug is sufficient for tonight then. These days it seems that there's not much thinking really involved in recognizing what is necessary, it's more matter of seeing it, at least that's how it seems. It also seems that 'seeing' is much rarer state than I would thought/wished it to be. One thing is sure though: I often find myself unable to do what is needed because of my likes/dislikes & wants, and seeing this impartially in myself helps to see it in others too - no judgement. It makes sense why so often we can't make a move and 'change'. Hmmm, anyway, i haven't had much sleep today, am prepared to be wrong.

Tonight in this care home: one English nurse and four Polish care assistants. One of them, my sister that is, brought me some pizza and soup for tonight - hurray! It rains in the morning and she gives me a lift home. Get some boxes with books and other stuff from her, more still in Leeds. Our working schedules coincide for the next 3 weeks so we'll be working together quite often!

Back home, bath, emails, job search, JOTD, eat. Have a lie-down to get a little break before continuing and doze off instead.

Off into 'off' zone.